As I gazed out

As I gazed out I saw more lost souls
They stood standstill as peaks and pines
But they were happy souls, they smiled

They smiled at fat white clouds floating by
The emerald green teesta flowing by
And kissed the cold winds blowing by

They reassured that they were loners too
And it wasn't that bad at all, being there
Alone but surrounded by so many like em

Fall in love

Fall in love with someone
Who wants you
Who waits for you

But who wants who?
And who waits for who?

School Friend

She used to be my best friend
We drifted apart there after
Soon were busy in our own worlds
Met after ages one day afresh
And promptly stayed in touch anew

You could see one was visibly torn
while the other was shattered inside

We soon drifted apart again - digression
Her madness took the better of her
while mine made me psychedelic
Though our love for one other stayed
One gloomy day she left for the unknown.

{ In the loving memory of my school friend Tanya Datta . May your soul rest in peace }

She knew

She knew he wasn't the one

But still drew close to him

She knew he would desert

which he did so one day

She knew he was capricious

Yet she gave in to his lies

She laid heartbroken and torn

Unfortunately she was one of us

No Calls

No calls no message
I don't know what to do anymore
I lay down sit down stand up
Wait impatiently knowing
about the known end
but still hope against hope

The goodness in me

You tear me down
and make me bitter

but the goodness in me
won't go won't go

I should have known

I should have known
In my desperation
To find love again
I would end up
hurt once more