This love game

While this love game becomes distressful
as if it was already so meaningful
my brain gets ready to explode
with all emotions abode

I curse the day I fell in love
will shoot the cupid and the dove
there's no peace in amour whosoever claimed
and wrote tons of pages on this doomed

to save himself from this cancer from this plague
so that others could be victim of this golden cage
all love did was kill my time
fail my exams and commit crime

stole money to make hundred calls
shopped for the jerk in big malls
still the goon wasn't pleased
and wanted my house leased

thank god I got back my brain
was put to senses, became sane
rescued myself from slavery
escaped from love showing bravery

The distance

I can't stand the distance we have
the silence between my words

I know you have forgotten all
and are making efforts to reconcile

but tears have not washed my memories
and this heart seems too rigid to forgive

It's been days

It's been days since we fought
and you said we are back to old days
but why do I still feel tension
why do words of love come from you
and despite efforts not from me
have I completely lost faith in you
or is it my ego preventing me from loving you

If love...

If love still existed between us
why is it that I feel so left out
if you say you live in my heart
why is it that I feel so far from you

This headache...

This headache is unbearable i swear

I close my eyes and cry in despair

no change no repair

I only see darkness in the air

the medicines the tablets seem useless

doctors pretend its none of their business

my head rests back on the wall

while the rest of my body wants to fall

I wait and cry for help

but my voice is choking as i yelp

finally i think of surrendering to death

and that too because of ill health

what a pity god doesn't want me up there

but I am not ready to go down either

I'll just wait and watch to see

if I overcome my pain and can go out on a spree

spent too many hours in bed

can't wait to get out and win my bread!