I hate you...

You have changed so much

You disgust me, distress me

I hate to say this but the truth is

You were never worth it

I kept suppressing it

thinking I could refine you

but I forget men are dogs 

and are meant to be outdoors

not in your bedroom or heart.

I feel so lonely...

You left me on the same road I met you on

I walk today alone but parallel to you

on the road we walked together once hand in hand

I thought my journey had ended the day I met you

didn't know it was just the beginning of another painful story

and the end of another dream I always dreamed of...

I feel so lonely... disheartened and empty

yet hopeless of finding another you and the only me

I'm so lonely...

Since the day you deserted me,
broke my heart made me lament
this void in my chest pains,
advises me to outcast love

truant you played your part well
absconded from culpability
led your path like you wanted
restrained from responsibility

but this loneliness doesn't bite
doesn't hurt doesn't annoy
it's just eternal, irreversible
not suicidal just detrimental.