I am glad

I am glad you kept pushing me away
I learnt the art of staying away, from you

I am glad you kept disrespecting me
I learnt to respect myself more than you

I am glad you asked me to stay with your folks
I learnt parents can never be replaced with namesakes

I am glad you never took part in my festivities
I learnt how I could still have fun without you

I am glad you never said you loved me truly
Because that taught me to love myself everyday

So I am glad you came in my life somehow unwarranted
But I now know who I am and can move on without you.

My partner

my partner taught me
It's easy to love
But being loved
Is beyond this lifetime 

Failed Nuptials

Marriages are made with choice
But die an early death these days

Lack of love & deceit were classics
Now disinterest and apathy reign

One Sided Love

I strongly believe, love is one sided
you never get it back, no matter how much you give
It's sad that everyone I loved never understood
What I sought what I really wanted from them
Years passed but that remorse remains
Of being loved, of being touched by the one

Immortal

Nothing is immortal, neither you

your brother, your love, your parents

The one you grew up with once

ignores you once he's on his own

Your parents will always love you

but don't rely on them forever

He who claimed he was in love 

today has no time for you

Your friends you celebrated with

are too busy to empathize

No this isn't the universe 

or anyone conspiring against you

This is the existence we have 

this is what we call life. Today.

A letter to her dad

Dear Dad,

I thought I'd tell you
Maybe you already know
He doesn't treat me like you do
He doesn't love me like you do

Be I sad or unwell
He is unmoved
Unlike you who worries
Even now when I'm old

I see similarities
It's a deja vu

you never loved mom
Like you loved me
You never cared for her
Like you cared for me

Maybe he will love my girl
I think, atleast more than me
Maybe he will care for her
Even though he didn't for me

I don't do no...

I don't do no posts anymore
I don't do no selfies now
I think I'm searching for myself
The inner self that won't show