A letter to her dad

Dear Dad,

I thought I'd tell you
Maybe you already know
He doesn't treat me like you do
He doesn't love me like you do

Be I sad or unwell
He is unmoved
Unlike you who worries
Even now when I'm old

I see similarities
It's a deja vu

you never loved mom
Like you loved me
You never cared for her
Like you cared for me

Maybe he will love my girl
I think, atleast more than me
Maybe he will care for her
Even though he didn't for me

I don't do no...

I don't do no posts anymore
I don't do no selfies now
I think I'm searching for myself
The inner self that won't show

Together we dreamt

Together we dreamt of love+togetherness
Together we dreamt of changing the world
But as our destinies had it
 We were meant for bigger goals. Bigger dreams
Only individual ones. Not together

the man i chose

i died everyday

while he smiled

i was losing everyday

while he won

i was abused everyday

while he ruled

i was withering everyday

while he grew stronger

and as i suffered 

he reveled it

and this was the man

i chose for myself.

The Secret

I'll tell you a secret
You already know it
Do whatever makes you happy
Do what you like
Don't leave that smile
Don't quit loving yourself
Because in the end
Everyone will hurt you
Even the ones
You loved the most
This is the tragedy of life
And the sooner you realise
The happier you are

Love Lost

I wanted to stab him
As I lay next to him
Nothing is forever
Felt real just then 

As I gazed out

As I gazed out I saw more lost souls
They stood standstill as peaks and pines
But they were happy souls, they smiled

They smiled at fat white clouds floating by
The emerald green teesta flowing by
And kissed the cold winds blowing by

They reassured that they were loners too
And it wasn't that bad at all, being there
Alone but surrounded by so many like em