Someday

You'll love me too someday

More than how much I love you

But I'll disappear by then

Only to watch you suffer in pain

I am still mine

I locked the door
And cried in despair
Little did i know
It would end this way

I had given him a shot
But it turned out bad
I was the one losing
while he scored

Looks can be deceiving
I learnt it best with him
I thought and stared
Innocence stared back

He walked away aware
Or supposedly unaware
And failed to see anything
Clearly he didnt care.

His mission was to get me
Which he did yet lost me
Cause i was still mine
And not yet his.

My loneliness...

Disheartened, disoriented
This mind runs amuck
It will never find the solace it seeks
Neither the eternal love it pines for
So why doesn't it accept defeat
And settle for what it has -
My loneliness.

You still remain in my heart...

You still remain in my heart
And I remain the hopeless lover

All you had to say were three words
The words I have always wanted to hear

Seemingly you treated me as your own
But the truth is You only wanted to own me

Sometimes I Miss You...

Sometimes I miss you immensely
Sometimes I am fine
Sometimes I can hold back my tears
Sometimes I can't
Sometimes I wonder why we met
Sometimes I regret
Sometimes I feel used
But most of times the one to be blamed.

Your Choice Vs Mine

He said it was your choice

You left the house

I didn't ask you to

He said it was your choice

That you didn't tell me

Where you went

But did you for once

Try and stop me

That could have been your choice

Did you try and find out

Where i spent the night

That could have been your choice

No you didn't

None of the above

So don't rant about your choice.

Love Letter

Dear love,

Will you stop stalking me
We have fought like hell
And parted ways every-time

Why on earth yet do you
keep coming back to me
With a new face each time

Its not long before
I realise who you are
You tear my heart apart

Yet again disappear
And leave me to die
In my own hell.