Y.. Why...

I don't know why we met
but I do know this was planned

but why did he plan something
which was flawed since start

I could have had you all by myself
but I didn't, neither could you

Close I am to you yet incomplete
you're far yet close to my soul

everything around me is fine
but I still need you around Y?

I guess...

Part I

I guess I fell for you
you were so good-looking
I guess I liked you
you showed much empathy
I guess I respected you
you cared so much for others
I guess I misunderstood you
you kept so very silent

Part II

I guess you took me for granted
I was so ignorant
I guess you made me languish
I was so very in love
I guess you let me suffer
I was so vulnerable
I guess you enjoyed without me
I guess I cared too much

Part III

But now,
I guess I figured you
you never were meant for me
End of story!

Change

Change is good as we see it
we change with change too
but do we always accept it?

I wanted him to change
he didn't; can he be blamed
or should I accept what is?

If one is to move with time
why is it that I'm the only one
so shamelessly stuck in eternity?

Never knew I...

Never knew I

that I had emotions

childhood was fun

not a tear I saw

then teenage passed

I fell in love

and cried incessant

since that day

thought I was 

miserable and weak

but never knew I

that pain proved

I was alive

and this world

and my life

not a lie

Studies

I know I have to study
Yet I don't bother really
Late at night then I start
worry and pick up a fight

Study and don't stress
replies my love in distress
all I can do is shout more
cry and make his ears sore

Nearer get exams
and I hold notes in my arms
day and night non stop
I study and complain on top

My brain says concentrate
yet eyes busy on food plate
or on facebook which I check
Is it a wonder then I depend on luck!

The one I never saw

You left me before I was born
Yet you never deserted me
You stayed in my heart forever
Walked side by side

I can only imagine your face
maybe if you were here
things would have been different
You would have believed in me

I know I can't see you
but feel your presence near
you protect and love me daily
I wish I had known you.

Kaafir

Tumhe inkar hai khuda ke hone se
Namanzur kia tumhe mandir bhi
Bhagwan hai tum mante nai
Per ishq karta hu farmate ho

Jub khuda he nai seene me
Mante ho ye tum
Toh mohabbat hai mujse
Aetebar karu kese mai