Once again

My eyes still search for you
And so does my soul
Alas my mind reminds me
Once again, not to

You are a piece of art

Love you bastardised piece of art
Stop seeking solace in my pain
And go render service to him
Who needs it more than I

Someday

You'll love me too someday

More than how much I love you

But I'll disappear by then

Only to watch you suffer in pain

I am still mine

I locked the door
And cried in despair
Little did i know
It would end this way

I had given him a shot
But it turned out bad
I was the one losing
while he scored

Looks can be deceiving
I learnt it best with him
I thought and stared
Innocence stared back

He walked away aware
Or supposedly unaware
And failed to see anything
Clearly he didnt care.

His mission was to get me
Which he did yet lost me
Cause i was still mine
And not yet his.

My loneliness...

Disheartened, disoriented
This mind runs amuck
It will never find the solace it seeks
Neither the eternal love it pines for
So why doesn't it accept defeat
And settle for what it has -
My loneliness.

You still remain in my heart...

You still remain in my heart
And I remain the hopeless lover

All you had to say were three words
The words I have always wanted to hear

Seemingly you treated me as your own
But the truth is You only wanted to own me

Sometimes I Miss You...

Sometimes I miss you immensely
Sometimes I am fine
Sometimes I can hold back my tears
Sometimes I can't
Sometimes I wonder why we met
Sometimes I regret
Sometimes I feel used
But most of times the one to be blamed.