Where I belong...

Where I belong
I still don't know
I have you
or do I?
What is it that
will bring peace
don't know I
do you?

The Present

I don’t know if or why you were sent for me

But I do know you were meant to be a part of me

For the first time I don’t care of what fate holds for me

All I know is I have you with me today - my present for me!

                                                                                                             

Y.. Why...

I don't know why we met
but I do know this was planned

but why did he plan something
which was flawed since start

I could have had you all by myself
but I didn't, neither could you

Close I am to you yet incomplete
you're far yet close to my soul

everything around me is fine
but I still need you around Y?

I guess...

Part I

I guess I fell for you
you were so good-looking
I guess I liked you
you showed much empathy
I guess I respected you
you cared so much for others
I guess I misunderstood you
you kept so very silent

Part II

I guess you took me for granted
I was so ignorant
I guess you made me languish
I was so very in love
I guess you let me suffer
I was so vulnerable
I guess you enjoyed without me
I guess I cared too much

Part III

But now,
I guess I figured you
you never were meant for me
End of story!

Change

Change is good as we see it
we change with change too
but do we always accept it?

I wanted him to change
he didn't; can he be blamed
or should I accept what is?

If one is to move with time
why is it that I'm the only one
so shamelessly stuck in eternity?

Never knew I...

Never knew I

that I had emotions

childhood was fun

not a tear I saw

then teenage passed

I fell in love

and cried incessant

since that day

thought I was 

miserable and weak

but never knew I

that pain proved

I was alive

and this world

and my life

not a lie

Studies

I know I have to study
Yet I don't bother really
Late at night then I start
worry and pick up a fight

Study and don't stress
replies my love in distress
all I can do is shout more
cry and make his ears sore

Nearer get exams
and I hold notes in my arms
day and night non stop
I study and complain on top

My brain says concentrate
yet eyes busy on food plate
or on facebook which I check
Is it a wonder then I depend on luck!