not even once...

not once did you tell me when you were leaving
while I waited the whole evening for your call,

not once did you tell me how your night out was going
I kept quiet in the hope of receiving a reply

not once did you pick up my call or look at your phone
because you were with some one else...

No love story this...

No matter how close you think you are to me
you will never know how far you are to me

I will  never smile the way i smiled before
or ever love you the way I loved before.

I lost my faith

You made me realize today,
my love for you was so useless

had I not met you before
I would have been a happier soul

the dreams that shattered in my eyes
will never be seen again

the love that once filled my heart
will never get back its place again.

The road that takes me nowhere...

It's an uneven road that I walk on
but keep on walking with a hope...
a hope to find a beautiful companion
a companion who'll love me...

Yes I was granted my wish
my wish fulfilled me not one but many partners
yet these partners had the same defect
their defection was love not understood

I kept moving ahead on the road
the road kept granting me the same wish
I saw the same character in different bodies
had to be; they were the bodies of men

Their ghosts kept haunting me
I kept walking past these ghosts
I still walk in search of my goal
this goal unattained and my dream unfulfilled.

the story of pain and love...

The story of pain and love never ends
the more you run away the more you get stuck in

you think you'll get over it one day
hard luck it keeps coming back to you

haunted miserable sleepless nights you spend
but unexpectedly you'll keep attracting more

when I need you...

You said you love me
you claim you're only mine
but where are you when I need you

You lie peacefully when I cry endless nights
you play around cheerfully when I pine for help
so where are you when I need you

You need me when you call me
you love me when you want me
but where are you when I need you

You hurt me when you want to
you mock me when you feel like
but you'll never be there when I need you

What's the point?

What's the point of writing
if you can't express it to others
what is the purpose of loving
if the one you love doesn't trust you
what's the use of living this life
if you never lived it for others