Never knew I...

Never knew I

that I had emotions

childhood was fun

not a tear I saw

then teenage passed

I fell in love

and cried incessant

since that day

thought I was 

miserable and weak

but never knew I

that pain proved

I was alive

and this world

and my life

not a lie

Studies

I know I have to study
Yet I don't bother really
Late at night then I start
worry and pick up a fight

Study and don't stress
replies my love in distress
all I can do is shout more
cry and make his ears sore

Nearer get exams
and I hold notes in my arms
day and night non stop
I study and complain on top

My brain says concentrate
yet eyes busy on food plate
or on facebook which I check
Is it a wonder then I depend on luck!

The one I never saw

You left me before I was born
Yet you never deserted me
You stayed in my heart forever
Walked side by side

I can only imagine your face
maybe if you were here
things would have been different
You would have believed in me

I know I can't see you
but feel your presence near
you protect and love me daily
I wish I had known you.

Kaafir

Tumhe inkar hai khuda ke hone se
Namanzur kia tumhe mandir bhi
Bhagwan hai tum mante nai
Per ishq karta hu farmate ho

Jub khuda he nai seene me
Mante ho ye tum
Toh mohabbat hai mujse
Aetebar karu kese mai