Friday, May 13, 2022

Love Partner

 we fall out of love eventually

true love stories sacrifices et al

look good in story books and movies 

probably because they give us hope


the truth is the sooner you accept it

the easier life gets each passing day

though how painful it may seem

eventually one sees it today or tomorrow


that love and only love for someone

won't save you but your own very self

the choice is not yours to force them

unless they choose to love you


your self care, financial independence

no expectations, pragmatic outlook

and all those things that cut you 

from depending on someone else 


is what will become your true consort

and this what shall bring you 

your own happiness and comfort

that you always deserved.

Monday, December 7, 2020

My Ramesses

You came uncalled unexpected

Bringing light into my life

Came when I least expected you

While I was engulfed in darkness


I weaved dreams about us together

Dreams I never dared to see before 

You made me happy everyday everyminute

All I could think of was you and only you

 

I saw us dressed up alike - mom and son

Shrugged at making your pictures public

How could I see others scrutinize you

I would keep you hidden from this world 


You would side me and love me more

Everytime I disagreed with your father

Wipe away my tears and relieve my pain

You would never break my heart ever


So why did you leave me without notice

Sans a chance to hold you in my arms

Did you not think I'm worthy enough 

And raise you well my son my heartbeat


Whom should I turn to seek my answers

Whom should I show my plight to now

Deaf ears turn towards me and some ignore

Because no one bothers till it's their own 



Friday, October 23, 2020

It occurs to me

It occurs to me somehow 

That I have still not found my mr perfect 

Not even near not even close 

All these romance novels are a sham

They talk of tales unheard of in real life. 

Thursday, March 19, 2020

You think no one's watching you?

You think no one's watching you?

because you are the owner
because you have wealth
because you have power
because you have it all. right now

you think you can treat us like this

treat us like we are petty
treat us like we are dispensable
treat us like we are slaves
treat us like we are machines

well let me tell you
we are watching
and he is watching
and you are god fearing

the cries and woes of us
will reach his ears
loud and clear
till he ruins you
and all that surrounds you
all that makes you happy
and make you suffer
the way you make us suffer.

He is watching you.

Tuesday, October 15, 2019

Never Thought - Extended

I never thought I'd get over you one day
The least I knew was today. It's amazing.

But my mind is still not at rest. Delusional
Like always you were a replacement.

It's always been someone.
But now it's some one else. 

Sunday, October 6, 2019

You don't know

You think you know love
You know nothing at all

How can you know what kind of love
When you don't know what kind of love

You don't know the kind of love I feel
You know nothing about the love I have

You'll never know because you don't care
Never did. Never did try to find out either.


No I don't want to get back to you
You're wrong and you still don't understand what I want from you, is not what you think you know
The truth is you don't know.  No body knows